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Friday, December 10, 2010

Jay Chou The Era Concert 2011

Jay Chou 2011 World Tour Live in Malaysia

Event date : 4 & 5 March 2011
Event Time : 8.30pm
Event venue : Putra Indoor Stadium Bukit Jalil

I know I'm late. Frankly, I knew I won't be able to get the green light from mum but somehow I just felt like fighting for it, guess I'm still in my rebellion phase. After all the arguements and Perang Dingin(s), I've accepted the fact that I can't go to the concert. *sniff* ='/

Take a look at reality.

The ticket price is really out of my budget since I was aiming for the rock zone at first. I can accept the seats upstairs now, but still, I kept on getting red lights from mum whenever I brought up the matter. Bah! I'm getting over it now. There's other factors like, where am I gonna live when I'm all alone in KL? Transports? Safety? Sigh. I admit it's kinda rash.

To those who're going to the concert, enjoy yourselves! =D
Do share your experience and photos with me okay?



Sunday, October 31, 2010

Second Graduation in My Life.


Time flies. Some sayings are never less appropriate, even if they're old.

I remember the very first day I walked in PCGHS. Penang Chinese Girls' High School --- I made it, despite the high expectations from the parents and teachers in primary school. The surrounding was so unfamiliar and I remember I almost got lost for being off the group during orientation. == Now, I'm a Traffic Warden, who sometimes need to give direction to the visitors of my school.

Form one, an innocent and memorable year. That's the year we have our own(so-called)gangs and BFFs. We argued over small stuffs, brought chocs and sweets for each other, gave each other presents and held hands, sometimes even smile the entire day for being hugged by the other. I know, it sounds like lesbians but that's the pure and sweet friendship we had. (Some of them last, though.) No plotting against each other, no setting up. Okay, it's a lie. I did. No. WE did. But those are harmless. *cross fingers* xP

Form Two, Form Three, Form Four.....I'm not going to brief through these years as it will be an endless article if I do so. With the graduation song 萦迴 keep on repeating, the memories keep on flashing back. I thought I'm going to be lost for words, but it appears that I'm feeling so....*lost for words* Okay, forget about it. ==

Finaly, after 4 times of changing ribbon on our pinafores, we sew on THE green ribbon, which symbolises being in the last year of high school --- Form Five.

I will never forget the adventures I had in school : climbing up the roof, walking inside the attic, stealing sweets from teachers' tables, stealing rambutans from Taman Sains, sneaking into forbidden areas etc. (Shhh, these are supposed to be secrets! xP)

Soon enough, 3rd chapter of life will come to an end. We've learnt the way life goes. Now, it's time to spread our wings and sore high! Show the world what you have and realize your dreams! Life gets better as you fly higher. How true.

Everyone, thanks for colouring up my LIFE. *hugs* =)

2010 PCGHS Graduation Song : 萦迴

p/s: Every little presents from y'all, I still display them in my cupboard.(Of course, yours the most, Juan =P)

Saturday, October 16, 2010

WT Farewell 16/10/10

What to say now?

I've spitted out everything from my heart today.(well, not all of them due to anxiety for unknown reason >.<) It's really hard to put your feelings into words when it comes to farewell. You just feel like having a good look at each other, and waving each other goodbye, not knowing what to say. Girls...thanks. This is not only for my adorable juniors, but also my beloved schoolmates.

We've gone through thin and thick in these short and memorable five years. Thanks for the company. Thanks for the laughter. Thanks for the comfort. Thanks for the friendship. Thanks for the memories. Thanks for EVERY LITTLE THING. I will cherish them. =)

Here are some souvenirs from BTP(Board of Traffic Prefects) :

Hey, copyrighted! Lol. It's nice, between. =)

Farewell, mates! Do miss me. x)

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

SPM's time table : here

Annual war SPM 2010 is approaching.

Be prepared, comrades!

Grrrr, how to get rid of this super relax attitude?
I need presssssssssssssssssure.

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Shi4 Guo4 Jing4 Qian1

Long time no see, R.L.Stine.
Thanks for distracting me this time.

Boo you, bubu.
Please get out of my circle of life. I'm begging you.

Best friend, how insulting.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Me, Not Me

I write and rewrite, delete again and again. I will not betray you. We still share the same root. I'm still badly hurt.

"I get my hopes up, and I watch them fall, everytime. Another colour turns to grey, and it's just too hard to watch it all, slowly fade away. "

I chewed on every words you said. You might not be aware that, but every word that you spurted out 'unconsciously', stung. Please, don't act like how you were used to, you're not a little child anymore. Grow up. I keep on saying you childish is because you're showing immature attitude that you don't realise. Yeah, caring is sharing. What a joke Kenshin told! At least it's not true on you. I'm forced to spit it all out here because I have no one to go to, and I'n pinching myself, trying to hold back the tear that's goin to flow down my cheek. FUCK!

Great. My image is gone again. You have a good position this year, second to that unwanted virgin who make me loose my grips.

Why am I always the one showing that I'm hurt?! Can't I just be stronger and keep everything inside? I hate exposing myself to others! How to own a mask like everyone else do? I'm actually envy. With a mask, one can hide one's deepest sorrow and weaknesses inside, better than to expose it to someone else which doesn't aid in anything but draws only shame to oneself. I will have one, someday. I know I will, even if it takes time.

The rain has stopped. The anger has faded. It's time to move on, and be strong.

One of JF's motto :
PIck yourself up, dust yourself off, learn the lesson and move on.

Darn, it reminds me of the stupid old virgin. Argh, how rude, I know. I told myself I will leave you some 'souvenir' before I leave school. Be surprised.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

It's time

I'm not going to online anymore until trial ends and that's a promise! *cross fingers*


I'm wasting a lot of time today to be online, because I told myself that today will be the last day I turn on my HP Mini until trial ends. Therefore, I'm going to make one last update before signing off.

I went for a haircut last Sunday after weeks of endurance. My hair is thickening faster than it growing longer. Plus...most of all, kiu mo!! Grrr, so it's time to be vain again.

Before : New braces =3

After : New haircut

It's time for cam whoring!

Looks like it's snowing in the house!


And now, it's time to..


Miss me for a month, Lychee.


Am I the only one who's not anxious about trial 0.0?

Trial is exactly 7 days from now and I don't even finish a subject yet. Worse still, I'm still slacking in Facebook and updating my blog almost everyday! I sign in MSN and chit chat with friends about hanging out after trial. I tidied up my reading table and put the books into piles so that I can follow the plan to finish one pile a week. (Yeah, I know I have only one week left.)

After 3 hours of tidying only a reading table, I told myself, "Ah, finally you tidied up your messy reading table. You deserve a good rest as your reward. Now, go play your games."..Anyway, don't forget, I'm preparing for SPM! Okay, this is not the first time I'm saying this, don't give me that look. *guilty* ><

Two weeks back, I went to the education fair in the hall, seeking for motivation that hopefully when I see people gathering around the table, asking for details to study overseas, I will get anxious about my future too. However, umm...I don't have the plan to study overseas, so I guess it didn't work. ==

In fact, i got stuffed a lot of flyers, booklets and name cards and even forced to sign up to get information about the courses.

Oh, and I get this very cute Exam Warrior, who doesn't help a tiny bit in my studies. Instead, I play with him when I'm bored. ><

Hey, don't take off my helmet! I'm trying to have a nap here! If it wasn't you to lost my sword(paper-pencil), I swear I will slice you into pieces!! (Um, you're going to slice me with.. a pencil? lol)

Guess I'm really sticking on to Happy Go Lucky principle. Great, maybe this trial will be a boredom to me. Like what I get from the past experience, I see everyone writing pages and pages of answers, sweating as they lifted their heads to watch the time, raised their hands up for more papers, while I'm staring at the first page of the question paper, thinking of what could be best to fill in so that teacher will think ' at least this girl understands some basic theory although she got it all wrong', leaving the hall for toilets when actually I just wanted to walk around and take in some fresh air after 30 minutes of suffocating in the intense atmosphere in the hall.

And umm, this is what I did during mid-year's History examination. 0.0

Paragraphs after paragraphs of lyrics. Oh, I did some Physics revision too. Spot that? Pulley!(stupid topic)

I hope this trial will be better. Ho ho~

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Heart codes

Here I am, staring into space,
I'm lost in a maze and I'm still thinking Jay.

I think dooms day is approaching,
I know I'm not fast enough so I'm speeding.

I can't tell if you're a moth or a butterfly,
I keep on failing whenever I try.

A peek a day makes a great essay.

If I ever found out it's a lie,
I'm gonna rip you alive.

In conclusion,
Moody mood is suffocating.

Blah, craps.

Thursday, August 19, 2010


Yes, I heard him everywhere I go!

#While playing basketball in the stadium,

I heard《跨时代》,

and chop, a 3-point shoot! ^0^

#While slacking in Prangin Mall after school,
I heard 《龙战骑士》in S&J,
and I get to buy something I wanted for only RM2 which actually costs around RM10.

- cute Stitch -

#On the way to tuition,
I heard 《烟花易冷》 from 988 FM.

At least these made me forgot about all the unhappiness momentarily.

- Another rapid ride -


For all sorts of reason, I hate this week.
I hate it!!

Don't make me tell stories,
I don't want to say rude words anymore.


Walkathon, I'm coming.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

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Tuesday, August 17, 2010


(Although I don't like Yao Yao, but I have to admit her voice is not bad and Jay's song has helped her a lot. )

I've played this song for more than 20 times,
yet I'm still playing it.
Somehow, the music attracts me. The lyrics caught my eyes.

Composer : Jay Chou
Lyrics : no idea
Singer : Yao Yao

我們的歌曲 我聽了好幾十遍 我知道 你不會再出現

巷口的蛋糕店 一個人吃也很甜 我相信 幸福離我不遠

別想了 怎麼了 過去了 愛已不見了 你走了 難過了 快樂呢 都已算了

應該很多人像我一樣 隱藏每次心酸 交給老天去安排

我的悸動 我的洶湧 沒有人知道 你要不要我要不要 該放就放掉

別再偷偷流淚 用微笑來承接 幸福要靠時間 證明

面朝陽光 大步向前 一定會更好

灰灰的雲灰灰的天 等會就散了

把你壓進心底 騰空我的心裏 我才又看見 好的人出現在身邊

熟悉的街道 我走了好幾十遍 我知道 你不會再出現

別再自怨自憐 總有可依靠的肩 我相信 幸福離我不遠

別想了 怎麼了 過去了 愛已不見了 你走了 難過了 快樂呢 都已算了

應該很多人像我一樣 不會說出不安 在人群前裝堅強

我的悸動 我的洶湧 沒有人知道 你要不要我要不要 該放就放掉

別再偷偷流淚 用微笑來承接 幸福要靠時間 證明

面朝陽光 大步向前 一定會更好

灰灰的雲灰灰的天 等會就散了

把你壓進心底 騰空我的心裏 我才又看見


Uh Oh

Shhh..gonna delay them.

Good thing I don't serve nuffnang.

I dont have to keep my blog up to date so that my readers will have things to read. =P

I can post anything anytime I like.

I have supporters, that will do.


Friday, August 6, 2010


I'm still shivering inside out.

I feel like crying in the public sometimes but I know I shouldn't.

I'm so not ready yet.

Ma, I feel like crying sometimes...but I can't find you to talk to. I really need you. =(

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Black Men Fever

I find myself liking the black guys' songs more than the white men's.

Here's some suggestions :

Music Playlist at

*--Solo . Iyaz

--Break Your Heart . Taio Cruz

--Do You . Ne-Yo

--Speedin' . Omarion

*--Crawl . Chris Brown

--Wrap U Around Me . Sean Kingston

--2 Late 4 Us . Chrishan

*--Thinking About You . Mario

--Fallen . Jason Derulo

--I'll Never Love Again . Taio Cruz

*--Lights Off . Jay Sean

I hope you like them!

p/s: Colby O'Donis is good, he's a white man though. =P

Sunday, July 25, 2010


There's a lot to think about it.


Sunday, July 18, 2010


---Fear to most of the SPM candidates, that includes me.

Sent an sms, no reply.
I don't dare to risk a second try because there are cases which one sent three sms-es as there is no reply. In the end, one got all three replies with two "Maaf" and one "Tahniah".

Finally got to check online.
Initially, I was puzzled because I don't see the word "MAAF".
Later then...*jumps!!*


It's like getting a ticket to Jay's concert.

For those who, unfortunately, kena..

there are a few ways to get away from it.(not 100% workable)

1, Apply to study in a college which starts lesson early.
(My Physics teacher's trick which worked out successfully)

2, Jump from 3rd floor and get injured. Don't die, of course.


--SS501 (Love ya)

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Studying yet?

Posting failure.

Chat box failure.

Well, this might be a good thing, which means
No Distraction.

Time for SPM!!!!
(..after day camp,competition,quiz and farewell end)

Tuesday drama

Today, a fight between me and my Mandarin teacher occurs again.

It's always been the same..

Jay Chou vs Jin Cheng Wu


Obviously, Jay Chou is mine and Jin Cheng Wu is hers.



Good Luck everyone for the competition tomorrow!!
Although I can't be there for you girls but I know you will give your best shots!

Keep the trophy, maintain the glory!!

Only WC knows about her.
I'm tired of fighting against other committee over you.
Fine, I give up.

You deserve this.


The never ending topic---SPM.


I know I sound stupid sometimes,
but it's the true feeling I have.

He gives me strength. Hearts you.

Monday, July 12, 2010

World Cup drama

Great. I don't get the hell why.

Computer spoiled 1 hour before World Cup finals start.
Luckily daddy's lab top was working.

Stayed up until 5am plus, like major.
(but I guess I'm luckier to have 45 minutes sleep)

In school, I saw more of my species ---pandas. 0v0

Planned/expected to sleep in class,
but it turned out that I'm so high I didn't even feel sleepy the whole day.

# Feeling high for no reason, I've been like this for a week.
After all, like what Mrs Tan said,
"Makin hampir SPM makin gila" #

Not until..item practice.
Not training.
Not until..tuition!
(so shocked she didn't scold me steam for the first time)

took out homework from school bag,
kept the homework back after one sec,
fall on bed...*snores*.

Mom still don't believe her beloved daughter will watch football matches.
Has she forgotten her daughter's childhood??

That explains why she's so boyish.

This is so not my fault. =P

p/s: Netherlands is Holland lai!!

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Still working out.

I can't believe I'm saying this but...
I miss you.

My eyes blurred, even though there's no tears.
It's fatigue, I think.

Thanks to you, I'm able to withdraw myself.


Another 3 hours plus of sleep.
If this goes on a week, I'm dying.

[To avoid misunderstanding, the you is a human, not a panda nor a teddy bear. =D]

New starting off

First day of school.

I didn't know where to start.
It looks like I've been through some situations today and I'm kinda suffocating.

WT. I gave my heart and soul in planning.
I genuinely wanted to create a better atmosphere for everyone.

You spoiled it.

I've learnt the hard way, confronting someone is definitely not a good move in such situation.

Luckily, You appeared.

Sometimes, I doubt the reason why they hate you.
They thought you're a bad guy.
They taught others not to believe in every word you say.
Do you actually know that??

Anyway, I'm glad that you're always beside me when I need you.
Thanks, A Gan.


Stupid latihan rumah sukan is on its 10th go.

To avoid being late to tuition again,
I took rapid instead of taking school bus that reaches home late enough.

It rained whole day long, the traffic flow wasn't helping.
Jam jam jam...

Late for 30 mins as usual on staying-back Mondays.
You nagged.
You said, I should give up on school activities and start focusing on my studies.

Hello! Do I have a choice?!

For the sake of YOUR tuition class,
I should skip my training which is going to end soon,
I should abandon my responsibility?

I know it's for my own good, but please be fair.
You don't know what a student has got to do aside study.

Don't care about me, I just want to rant.

Saturday, June 19, 2010


I am so so dead.


I had that dream!!

Should I give it a go others?
ARGHH! I'm going nuts!!

I hope you be cool, don't spoil this. Please.


Anyway, school's reopening and that means
I don't have much time to think about it.

I'm so left out in almost every subjects.
Gotta pia after school reopens,

I still have one more day to play =]

I'm still so fragile.

Useless. Shit.

I want to grow up.

If boys hormones are what make them not crying easily,
I want to be a boy.

I hate tears!!

Sunday, June 6, 2010

For you

Reading Gust,
uncovering more feelings from you,
I know I made a right decision.

It is good for the both of us.

I can assure you that the ending will never change,
you can give it a stop and don't waste your time anymore.

we both need time,
to chill and clear things out.

It's just a phase that everyone experiences.

Like you said,
"When the wind blows, it's all over."

I know you will be alright.

Thanks for respecting my decision.

Bless you.

There's distractions because I'm not the one.
I won't blame you if you change your password.
After all, we're not supposed to cross the line.

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

It's just a little something

SH asked me something today.

"JF, you are the monitor of the class and also WT's president, won't you feel stress?"

"Ermm..okay la. Why, do I look stressed?"

"No, you look like you cope them very well. Hmm, I will learn from you."

Honestly, I disagree with the saying that I cope them well.
Good thing you didn't see it.

I'm still practicing on how to manage them well,
but not carrying the stress from WT to the class.

At counter, I will hold the shield.
Back to class, I'm just going to start my new day,
with smiles and laughter.

I've learned to separate the emotions.

Oh right, today is my first day of laughing,
showing my nice braces! xP

Anyway, it's a booster for me to hear it.
Thanks, SH.
You give me the courage to face it and
the motivation to be better.

I've learnt a new expression from her.
Instead of using Oh Shit!, she uses Oh Banana!

stupid. stupid exam!
stupid. stupid case!

*long piak* >w<

Monday, April 26, 2010

"Emoic" Dilemma

In a changing screen, review with your past,
I have no chance to witness the scene.

To worry about one thing, I will never get to see you live.

画 面 不 停 在 转 变, 回 顾 着 你 的 过 去, 我 没 机 会 目 击 现 场。 好 担 心 有 一
就 真 的 再 也 看 不 到 你 了。 退 出 乐 坛 也 好, 先 掌 什 么 事 也 好, 在 我 两 腿 一 伸 以 前, 我 只 希 望…… 能 见 你 一 面。 若 然, 它 应 该 会 在 心 海 留 下 一 片 遗 憾

Well, Choi!!

Sunday, April 25, 2010


16 days.

Great. Now my internet is slower than a snail and Facebook notification has gone nuts and not everyone get their photos for moral proj yet and exam's in 16 days AND I HAVEN'T TOUCH ANY SUBJECT. *long piak x 100000 times*


Guess my plan is a little too late.
This reminds me of Jojo's Too Little Too Late.

nice song. =D

Sometimes I wish I have Doraemon's bread.
Those who watched Doraemon will know.

Our dearest Doraemon has everything useful in life.
One of them is the bread. (I forgot the name)

How it helps :

1, Take a slice of bread.
2, Stick it to a page of any subject.
3, Eat it.
4, You remember every details in the whole page.

How good is it?!

Eeeeee, I want one!
Not one slice, but a loaf!!

Influenced by si panda, I wish
I can summon Pikachu and thunderbolt all the exam sheets!

Then the teachers will have to redo the papers and this shall give me some time.

How cool~ xD

(Information from JC Fan Club)

JC new song broadcast time :
# Superman Can't Fly #


★ 4/26(一)10:00AM,1:00PM, 4:00PM,7:00PM,11:00PM

★4/27(二) 3:00AM,7:00AM,11:00AM,3:00PM, 9:00PM

★ 4/28(三) 1:00AM,5:00AM,9:00AM,1:00PM, 5:00PM

Thursday, April 22, 2010



Braces. =3


Whenever I see you,

I lose the strength to smile.

I'm really tired.

The thought of giving up has crossed my mind.
Should I?

Please... just go away.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010



1 day left.

Guess I still can laugh x)

Tuesday, April 20, 2010



2 days more.

*Laugh while you can.*
Sounds so cruel. TvT

Monday, April 19, 2010



3 days to go.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

<给15岁的自己>刘若英 ----- 继续

知道吗我总是惦记 十五岁不快乐的你




那些伤 我终于为你 都一一抚平





天空 会不会雨停 会不会放晴


会不会是我忘记 还能勇敢地去淋雨

我们继续走下去 继续往前进

继续走 向期待中的未知旅行

感觉累了的时候 抱着我们的真心


这些年我还算可以 至少都对得起自己

谢谢你 是你的单纯 给了我指引

遇见过很多很多人 完成了一些些事情

你一定 还无法想象 多精彩过瘾


它才不管 我们想要怎样

很感激 你那么倔强


我们继续走下去 继续往前进


我们 想去的地方 一定也有人很想去

我们都不要放弃 都别说灰心


感觉累了的时候 请你把我的手握紧

没 有地图 人生只能凭

着手上的梦想 Oh~

循着它的光 曲折转弯找到有光的地方

Lalala Lalala

Lalala 那年的梦想

Lalala Lalala

Lalala 那年的梦想Lalala Lalala Lala

la 人要有梦想 勇敢的梦想 疯狂的

继续走下去 继续往前进


我们要去的那里 一定有最美丽的风景

Oh~ 都不要放弃 都别说灰心


痛到想哭的时候 就让泪水洗掉委屈

我们要相信自己 永远都相信

来到 这个世界不是没有意义

我们做过的事情 都会留在人心里


有一天我将会老去 希望你会觉得满意

我没有 对不起那个 十五岁的自己

In love with the lyrics at first sight
and fall in love with the song on a second listening.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

credit to Waygen Thor

While I was watching videos in Youtube
and slacking in Facebook,

I saw this and went...

32 WEEKS!!

Study NOW, guys!

(or is it I'm the only one who haven't start studying? ><)

Friday, April 16, 2010

I have two questions in mind :

1, Why are there 2 papa-bruises, 3 mama-bruises and 2 baby-bruises on my legs?

I played bb, but I didn't fall.
I danced, but I didn't hurt my legs.
I turned when I sleep, but I didn't hit the walls.

I assume I'm semi-conscious at night.
When I hit something, it hurts, I will know.

I still don't get why.

2, Why is my computer getting so lousy?

Her immune system is getting DOWN DOwn down..

Put aside the stoke she always have,
she's been eating yellow pigment from nowhere.

Or she's getting yellow-minded? 0.0

Look at this!

Ignore the two beauties in the middle, xD
her yellow face is what I'm concerned about.

It's like being a colour blind looking at her.
I don't know what colour is my font now,
and I can't tell the colour of the header.

Uh oh, is she showing signs of aging? o.o

I still don't get why.

Besides, I have 3 secrets in my mind :

1, ......

Duh, it was said a SECRET, why should I tell you?!

p/s: i realise the picture didn't show the yellow thingy

Thursday, April 15, 2010

A friend. A sweetheart.

When you're all tired and weak, a message that warms you up is like a booster of your energy.

WC here. U 2nite rmb no drink n no food ya abo 2mr i wan 2 check ur mouth n c whether gt smell or nt. if gt the food smell or water inside ur mouth i wan 2 complaint 2 teacher ya, u rmb 2 bring ur water 200ml urself abo nid 2 drink biio lab de water u don cry ar. i cnt do anything oso. rmb no food n no drink aftr 10.00p.m. rmb 2 bring along ur container 2 hold ur urine n a cup 2 drink ur water rmb liao bo. conclusion is bring ur cup, water n container. lastly, no food n no drink.

from :

Thinking of the past and chewing on memories..
She's always a sweetheart, I guess.



We're going to have a geli geli punya experiment tomorrow ----- Urine Test.

No food and drinks after 10pm.
My dinner was two breads at 6pm.
I'm hungry, thirsty and exhausted~

Fasting after 10pm is to clean our stomach and intestines,
so that you will not produce "polluted" urine. =x=

Eww! After a week, I still can't accept it.
Oh my god!
What stupid experiment is this??
It's not like we can know if we're healthy or not.


Tomorrow's audition.
Buck up, panda!

Remember the steps and have confidence in yourself,
you can do it!
You did it pretty well, that's a motivation.

We did it quite well, didn't we? =)
I really hope that we can get in.

No homework today.
Yes, good thing.

I can concentrate on my graduation magazine work now, comes first before work. ><>

It's a place where you rant.

It's a place where you share your happiness.

Blogging = hobby = good
(If you are not aiming for fame and money)

Boo. You are good!


Monday, April 12, 2010

Things were being thrown in non-stop since last week.

I'm so tired.

Ko, I need time. I'm scared.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

I hope we are like water.

The feeling is not that strong anymore.
Somehow..I managed to hold my tears.
Thanks to D.

It's important to have friends,
especially when you're depressed
and sometimes you just can't get your mom or dad.

C..forgive me.

You're one of those whom I treasured,
although I don't know how long will it last.

I really feel bad about it.

I promised nothing will happen,
and NO next time.

You didn't mention a word to outsiders,
that makes me feel even more guilty.

At the same time, I'm relieved.
You trusts me, as always.

Thanks, t.


Friday, March 26, 2010

How romantic!


Count. How many letters are there?

25? How could it be?!

Oops. I miss U.

As time flies, I found the reason that you attracted me most.
Looks are just masks.
What I want is under it, and inside you.

I will never define that as love.
An innocent puppy love? Maybe,
if that's how you want to put it.

Those pasts are sweet memories, don't you think so?
I like that, and I'm glad to have you in my life.

Sometimes I take a peek at you from far,
happy to know your life is wonderful as before.

I love you, friend.

The previous story ends,
soon another starts a new chapter.
I'm still on stage,
holding a list full of lines.

I'm gonna throw it away,

I'll be the actress,
but I will play the role of ME.
I'll be the director,
but I will let the endings random themselves.

It's a daring try to carry on.

Still, I choose to go on and
refuse to turn back,

for things will never be the same again when we meet.

Song of Adventure is being played,
heavy drumbeats roar in my ears.

As heartbeat's getting more intense,

I suffocate sometimes.

However, antagonists are not going to get me off my stage.
I will be the last dancer to own that ending pose.
The pose of Victory.

With my family be by my side, I can go on and on and on...

...with faith.

I love you.

Lonely Snowman