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Sunday, October 18, 2009

Dark side

-wounded, heartlessly, unknown.-

When will i,
realise the ugliness of truth.
When will i,
confront the cruelty of truth.

When will i,
gain the ability to face reality.
When will i,
gain the courage to face reality.

Fairy tales are true,
aren't they?
Guardian angels exist,
don't they?

Yes, they are true.
Yes, they exist.
As long as you believe in them.
You can even create one,
a real one.

These were my beliefs.

For now,
I'm not sure if i have faith
in those unprovable statements.

Smiles are fake.
Emotions are fake.

Happiness is fake.
Everything is fake.

Contemporary moments are mor-faking.

Life is cruel.
i always know that
and i keep on repeating myself
so that i wouldn't forget.

But still,
i failed to comfort myself.

I am still...useless.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

To : Eujin Choi

If your name is Eujin C,
please proceed.

I'm so so so sorry!!

I know I'm very sui.

I said I will add you in facebook but I didn't.
I said I will post up something for you but I didn't.

I didn't mean to bluff you..sorry!! >.<

I lost my cable.
I can't slot in my memory card.
I can't transfer my surprise for you here.
[p/s: I think I've lost the surprise..o.0]

This week has been a very busy and tough week.
More work to do than I had imagined.
More applications waiting than I had planned.


I promise you,
that I will post up the article, dedicated to you,
as I slowly build up another surprise for you, k? =)

So...visit my blog everyday and you'll find out, one day. xD

Wee~ So excited, but not sure if I manage to get it done before exam..T.T
(p/s: may need some time)

[Add oil in your exam too!!] p(>0<)q

Tuesday, October 13, 2009


Just feeling like sharing these photos,
recollect the fun moments we had there.

We went to Butterworth in the beginning of this year,
to attend a course at a special SHELL patrol station.

There’re a lot of puzzles and games.

We had to line up and vie with little kids to play. =o=
We’re kids, too! We’re childish! *lol*

Oh, we won’t miss taking pictures!

(Sigh. I have only two of them.)

As members of Traffic Warden, we demonstrated the correct way to cross a road.
Our motto this year : Road Safety is Our Priority!!

[MingHooi, TanJuan, JunFang]

It’s safe. Cross the road!
(Shhh!! Ignore the red light! O.0)

[Juan said she hates the little “pole dancer” on her right and there’s a rider banging his head into my butt -.-]

I want the photo that the three of us wearing a-kid’s-view-eyepatch.

Looks so funny!!

Sigh. Time is heartless.
You can only look back upon the past.

But who cares? I’m in my sweet sixteen!!
Wide roads and wonderful life ahead of me, waiting to be explored.

Create glorious presents.
Create a wonderful memoir for the future, of the past.
Live without regrets.

Monday, October 12, 2009


FINALLY!! I’ve finish this article.

Okay, it’s not long. T.T
But I’ve told you that there many distractions in internet, right?
So I’m not to be blamed! xP

Anyway, have fun reading~


::7th October 2009::
A day for every PCGHS Form 4 students to "Hooray!!" on.

Due to lacking of classes,
afternoon section students take turns to be stopped two day's lessons. (Hooray!!)

As a good student and also a competent committee,
I went to school as usual, in Traffic T-shirt and shorts though.

After duty, PY, JN and I were going out to Gurney when we, unlucky, bumped into P.L =o=

The she-devil then lectured us for not putting on school uniforms.
Sohai.(learn it from someone)

We're wearing Traffic T-shirts, not casual wears!

Then she said : No! If you're to come to school, you must wear your pinafore!! Or else you have to write a letter and have your teacher-in-charge's signature on it, then I'll approve.

[Stupid la, we're helping you to keep the order lo. Plus, we're not wearing improper clothes. Fine! No committee in charge later when school dismissed. (= o=!)] Boo sama dia~~

She-devil : Where the three of you heading to?!
JF : Home la.
She-devil : Next time ar~ Remember that you must wear pinafore on schooling days ya?!...bla-bla-bla..bla-bla-bla..
(The Three nodded their heads and quickly walked off..)

Sohai... -o-

Of course, we didn't go home. xP

One Stop!!
It is "one stop" = "want stop",
so we stopped and changed our shirts. (lol)
[Juan lost her glasses in the toilet!! x( Probably taken by heartless passer-by. Hope she didn't get scolded by her mum >.<]

{updated news : her mum didn’t care about the lost glasses. LOL}

Juan and I went to Sushi King while PY and JN went to watch Where Got GHOST?.
The said it's scary..0.o

-Sushi Hour- (Juan, can you spot the difference?) xP

-soy beans!!- (I look greedy –o–)

Kiss-Chain!! Lol~

After Sushi King, we went to try out some clothes(Oh, I love the TOPSHOP's there's-a-chip-on-my-shoulder shirt, but it doesn’t look good on me. T.T I know, I’m not mature enough -.-) and met RM(lol) and Iris.

-Fitting Room- (only Juan and yam yam Wen Chien know why I looked so sad –o–||| )

Juan said something before taking pictures that HURT me badly!! ToT

( should know why I cut out other parts. xD)

Juan saw her favourite Juicy Couture watch.
The expression on her face was completely the same as when I saw Jay-Chou-related stuffs!! o.0

It's the expression you will show if you see someone/something you LOVE SOOOO MUCH right in front of you. x)

Then I went to Kim Gary to meet up PY and JN.

Jit Nee...
Yerr, your blended drink...yuck. >o< (I know you agreed with me.) Too bad, I forgot to bring my phone. Or else I can capture your sh**-look-blended choc. LOL

[I don't want to say it out and I’m not the one who started this ya?]

I know many people will hate me for saying this but
you're really...handsome +yeng+cool!!
(p/s: only the side view from far) xD
and please STOP pushing/hitting my head okay??!! >W<

S & J!! [everytime I pass by, I will think of someone]
My cute little bookmark!!

Argh~ I love you!! You're so cute, and warm looking. :)
[PY, good choice on the blue i-call-it-snowballs. Excellent! xP]

Then we walked back to school.

I refused to duty, for two reasons :

1, I don’t want to see that stupid face of P.L
2, My traffic T-shirt stinks -.-

Sitting alone at GoodAll Café, when Li Wah and Yien Wei came to sit with me.
Oh and a Form 1 student from Heng Ee.
Thanks, guys.

At that moment, GoodAll Café is like Traffic Juniors’ Terrority. (lol)
Many Form 1 Traffic members were there, having their dinner.


Li Wah said a guy stalked me.
He stared at my back for a long time.
Sounds like a...pervert. =.="

She didn’t want to tell me who is it,
keep whispering with Yien Wei in front of me.. =o=
[Boo the two of you~]

Then, set off to LCH tuition!!
I walked faster and faster as it’s really dark. =.=

You have got to know that my eating speed is super fast. =P

Whoo~~ What a fun day.

Suddenly, I miss Jit Nee! >x<

Lai lai~ Gathering of three E1A students, in Sushi King. x) lol

The memory is past. The past is the memory.

Sunday, October 11, 2009


Looking up to the ceiling.
The sky is no longer being seen everytime you lift your head up.

Listening to the clock ticks.
The present will soon be a memory, a history.

Time is cruel.

It changes everything.

No. Human did.
Time is innocent.

Human is the one who changes everything.
Don’t blame others.

You may start to plan your future now,
before it’s too late.

Buck up, panda!!

You are the only rare species in the world.
Ignore the black circles and eye bags.
You are unique! Hooray~



Does anyone play Cabal? Can you raise your hand?


My statistic shows that no one plays Cabal..
Because I couldn’t see any hand rising up~

Good! Then I don’t have to be jealous. *wicked laugh*

I want to play Cabal!!
Partly is because there are many cute pets in the game.
Okay, mostly is because of the pets. =.=

But, what’s wrong with that?
This is one of the purposes for the administrator to create such cute pets,
to draw people’s attention to play the game, right?
I’m just buying it. T.T

Cabal! Cabal! Cabal!!

I’ll show you pictures of them and you will drool like me!

Of course, there are some, not to say ugly but, not-so-cute pets. =P
I arrange the cutest pet on top then down until the not-so-cute-st pet. (Lol)

[p/s: I’m just making up the clan thingy, but the names are genuine.]

-Pets that drool major-

1. My Champion – Peng!! (aren’t he adorable? Especially after evolution >v<)

2. Pinky!!

3. Meow Ninja!!

4. Cutie Clan - Tai!!

5. Cutie Clan – Lai!!

6. Garlie Clan – Garlie!!

7. Garlie Clan – Red Garlie!!

8. Fancy Zard!! (cool-looking lizard. lol)

9. Rabbithorn!!

10. Little Clan - Perry!! (CY : looks like Stitch’s cousin)

11. Little Clan – Gry!!

12. Gentle Parrot!!

13. RoboRobo!! (a funny robot)

14. Woolly!!

15. Little Clan – Jack!! (reminds me of Nightmares Before Christmas)

16. Golden Fortune Pig!! (quite

17. Golem Jr.!! (cute eh ya tok / baby golem in dyper.. haha)

18. Troglo Clan – Troglo!!

19. Troglo Clan – Troglo Warrior!!(it looks alike with its master, D!) XD

20. Troglo Clan – Elder Troglo!!

21. Nipperlug!!(looks like evolution of gem stone that C can’t touch – Smallville)

22. Armaku!!

23. Crag Turtle!!

24. Dire Boar!! (阿里山的姑娘美如水呀~like natives’ pet)

25. Giant Beetle!! (I name my racing car : Silver Beetle)

26. Mantis!! (cute but looks aggressive)

27. Mummy!! (it’s actually very cool to bring it with you)

-end of list-

There’s a new released pet in the game that I didn’t list it out just now.

Now, I shall introduce you the eye-catching Worry Bear!! (Teddy’s favourite!)

From the name, you can tell.
It looks worry all the time, like a lost kid finding its mommy.


Too bad, Teddy.
It is cuter than you. Lol~

- Advertisement -

Soon, there will be another new released pet :

Smoky Worry Bear!!

Lol! Can you recognize him?

He is Worry Bear’s brother!! xP

Saturday, October 10, 2009

<3 Sports

We jogged! I jogged! My muscles ache!! They are groaning!! >.<”

Finally, I didn’t lie to my mum, about jogging. (lol)
I did jog. There are proofs!!
My aching muscles T.T

My stamina is not good, I always know that.
But I never thought my muscles will ache because we jogged and slacked and rested! T.T

I’m so useless.
How could I possibly join the Starwalk, teddy(lol)??
Unless you carry me. –o– *jk*

I was getting stomachache but it ended up with muscle tears. T.T
Don’t know what’s wrong with D that he has stomachache and diarrhea.

He suspected laksa, but his family and CY are alright.
He suspected roti canai, but I’m fine and hyperactive. LOL

(Why didn’t he suspect the insect on his head huh? Maybe its excretion dropped onto his plate…=.= ..yuck.) xD

[updated news : CY’s condition’s getting worse 0.0]

Hope the two of them get well soon!! >o<
(I’m even stronger than them. lol~)

Despite my muscle tears, my willpower grows.
I will train more. Gambateh!!

Targets this year :
1, regain my ability of 3-point shoot.
2, stamina!! >.<

It’s good that the bicycle incident has taken a turn for the better.
CY and D, thanks.
Please let me treat you next time k?

p/s: D, is that what you called command?? It’s more like bellowing leh~ xD *roflmao* Next time, be fair. Use your normal voice to shout the order. We shall compete. *wicked laugh*


Okay, internet is scary.
Too many distractions that I can't even post up my article!! (not this) >.<"

I've been typing it since two days ago!
Yes, it's a long post.

But still,
when I sign in all my accounts...
There it goes.

No more article for my blog.
(My nice memories T.T)
I will keep on doing other stuffs,
instead of concentrating on my article.

This is why adults often warn us not to misuse internet huh?(my version,lol)
Because there are traps that you wouldn't notice!!
Lots and lots of distractions that
make you unable to complete your task.
How evil !! >.<

Let me tell you the traps I've fallen into in internet. (=.=')

1st, MSN.
-you can't stop chit-chat with your friends especially when they talked about something that caught your attention. (Eg, Jay Chou <3) ^v^

2nd, Facebook.
-of course, for one so childish like me, I can't stop playing those mini games.

3rd, Blog.
-umm..I'm certainly not saying about updating my own blog. Or else, I won't be posting this. What I mean is visiting others' blogs. I can stay for at least 5 minutes in every updated blog because my reading speed, especially English, is "awesome"!! x)

4th, Games.
-I'm talking about online games. For example, Maple Story, Run, Steps, Rakion...etc.(cool!) I once was very fond of playing them EVERYDAY. But now, I lost my account ID plus connection problems. ToT
(p/s: pc games are traps too as they pull you away from completing your tasks, right?)
[I miss my Pokemon-Gold version and the cards. T.T]

There you go. Stupid nonsenses about internet crap. Lol.

Basketball tomorrow morning!!
Hooray!! (^o^)v

Oh, I just remembered~

No basketball. T.T

Jog instead.
But that's good, too! =)

Goodnight, Lychee!! *muacks*

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Dear Thief

WARNING : The following content may be “explicit” as those who have not known me well may be disappointed by my true colour. (xP) Please proceed if you are ready to discover my true features.LOL. [p/s: this is nothing actually…-o-]


A despicable thief stole Chee Yi sis’s bicycle! The bike was parked at David's house and locked, but the thief managed to steal it!!

After then, everything is like going haywire.

David's gonna pay for the lost bike.
Chee Yi's gonna argue with his parents.
As for me.. *sigh*
I shall wait for the compromise made by both sides,
then make up my own decision, too

Dear thief,

I hate to berate you.
For it will only damages my reputation, decreases my fame.

But, for once, I’ll spit out my true feelings towards you, gook.

You are a disgrace. You son of a bitch!!
You stole such affordable thing that you brought shame to Thief’s clan.
You speck the reputation as a thief.

You only think about your own benefits.

Did you think about others before stealing?
What if our positions are switched?
Will you be sorry for stealing other people’s precious thing?

You are STUPID!

You have a mind.
But you DON’T use it.
You let it to rot, moron!!

You are just a recrement, a social rubbish.

I shall not let this trifle fester my mind.
It’s stupid for me do so.


A cup of hot chocolate with whipped cream for me. =)
Then, I shall tuck myself up and set out to my Jay-Chou-slumberland. <3

Dawn falls

It's getting late.

Think I'll post them up another day.

Goodnight, Lychee!!

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Death X New Life

New Life
: this blog.
Alternative : my babe!! (D750i)

She is not dead, really.
She is just temporarily out of order.

Her battery dried out.
She lost her energy source that boost her life.
(because I lost the charger -.-)

At last...
She left me.

Not for long, I believe.

For I will try my best
to find the potion of eternity.

Babe, wait for me!

Happy birthday!!

Congratulation and Happy birthday!!

My mama-blog (Realistic Terebinthia) has a new born baby!

His name is "Lychee!!". (temporary)

For those who sees this blog, I hope you like it and please spread the news.
This is a happy moment to celebrate with joy!! lol

A new born baby. Yeah! x)

This is my third blog as I own :
1) Realistic Terebinthia - blogspot
2) Realistic Terebinthia - wretch
Lychee!! - blogspot


For Realistic Terebinthia (blogspot),
I'm using it to post up a variety of Pyshcology Tests.

Go try out!
Available in English and Mandarin.



As for the wretch blog,Realistic Terebinthia,
it's my dairy. Pieces of my life.
And some other stuffs.


It's a miscellanea. =)

Check it out!


Lychee!! - my current blog.

This name came from my friend's nickname.

His name makes me think of lychee, XD
and he's helping me out in this blog, too.

So I'll name this blog Lychee!! temporarily as to thank him.

Lastly, hope you enjoy my blogs!!
Have fun.
Lonely Snowman