Still working out.

I can't believe I'm saying this but...
I miss you.

My eyes blurred, even though there's no tears.
It's fatigue, I think.



Thanks to you, I'm able to withdraw myself.

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Another 3 hours plus of sleep.
If this goes on a week, I'm dying.



[To avoid misunderstanding, the you is a human, not a panda nor a teddy bear. =D]

New starting off

First day of school.

I didn't know where to start.
It looks like I've been through some situations today and I'm kinda suffocating.

WT. I gave my heart and soul in planning.
I genuinely wanted to create a better atmosphere for everyone.

You spoiled it.
Fine.

I've learnt the hard way, confronting someone is definitely not a good move in such situation.

Luckily, You appeared.

Sometimes, I doubt the reason why they hate you.
They thought you're a bad guy.
They taught others not to believe in every word you say.
Do you actually know that??

Anyway, I'm glad that you're always beside me when I need you.
Thanks, A Gan.

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Stupid latihan rumah sukan is on its 10th go.

To avoid being late to tuition again,
I took rapid instead of taking school bus that reaches home late enough.

It rained whole day long, the traffic flow wasn't helping.
Jam jam jam...

Late for 30 mins as usual on staying-back Mondays.
You nagged.
You said, I should give up on school activities and start focusing on my studies.

Hello! Do I have a choice?!

For the sake of YOUR tuition class,
I should skip my training which is going to end soon,
I should abandon my responsibility?

I know it's for my own good, but please be fair.
You don't know what a student has got to do aside study.

Don't care about me, I just want to rant.

OMG

I am so so dead.
(@.@#)


I had that dream!!


Should I give it a go or...like others?
ARGHH! I'm going nuts!!



I hope you be cool, don't spoil this. Please.


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Anyway, school's reopening and that means
I don't have much time to think about it.

I'm so left out in almost every subjects.
Gotta pia after school reopens,
and THAT MEANS...

I still have one more day to play =]

I'm still so fragile.

Useless. Shit.

I want to grow up.





If boys hormones are what make them not crying easily,
I want to be a boy.


I hate tears!!

For you

Reading Gust,
uncovering more feelings from you,
I know I made a right decision.

It is good for the both of us.

I can assure you that the ending will never change,
you can give it a stop and don't waste your time anymore.

Now...
we both need time,
to chill and clear things out.

It's just a phase that everyone experiences.

Like you said,
"When the wind blows, it's all over."

I know you will be alright.




Thanks for respecting my decision.

Bless you.





There's distractions because I'm not the one.
I won't blame you if you change your password.
After all, we're not supposed to cross the line.